FOR EVERYONE WHO IS AFFECTED BY THE ANON HATE AND FOR EVERYONE WHO’S JUST FEELING DOWN AND DEPRESSED: You are not alone. You are a beautiful young adult with a whole life in front of you. God has placed you on this earth for a reason, and that reason was not to make you feel so miserable that taking your life seems like the only option. Right now the demons in your head are screwing you up and trying to get the best of you. Right now that blade in your desk is telling you that it can relieve the pain. Those pills on your nightstand are telling you that they can numb the pain. But let me tell you this: THEY CAN’T. They only make things worse. I know it seems like the only option, hell I’ve been there, I thought it was the only option, but it’s not! You need to open up to your loved ones and tell them what’s going on, and if you’re afraid to do that: open up to me! I was ready to end my life, I was at the trainstation, ready to jump and when I saw that train I just thought to myself: I’m not letting these demons and bullies get to me. I can’t believe I let it come so far. I can get through this, I got through this, and if I can, you can. I’m here for you and I can help you with getting better, with feeling better. It’s a long process but the key is talking to your loved ones. You need to open up and let people help you. You need to start believing that you are worth it and you need to start ignoring the demons and bullies. And believe me, it’s hard. I really want to help you, I really want to make you feel better, and I believe I can help. I’m here for everyone who needs to vent. I will not let you make the biggest mistake of your life. 

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The first step to feeling better/recovery is to let people in and talk and I’m willing to be the person you can open up to. I won’t let you down and try the best I can to help you.